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NewLY AttaCheD
Friday, January 28, 2005 7:34:00 PM

I feeL likE the LucKiesT GaL on e uniVersE ritE now :p I'm still pinching myself to make sure I'm not dreaming... Keke.. I can't believe that tis happening to me!!

Lucky Me^^ jus got attached to tis wonderful guy with a passionate heart, sexy voice and loads of humor.. i can't stop smiling!! Keke.. Words like Lucky, Blessed n ELaTed are jus not enough to express how I feel rite now :p

Tis is like a fairy tale come true...

BaD GirL DaY
Thursday, January 27, 2005 8:21:00 PM

I was e grouchiEST gal on earth tis afternoon.. ProBably cos I din get enuf slp for the past few days n is recovering frm a weak stomach (Wen suspect it's gastric flu.. i dunno)plus sch work has been piling up RocKeT higH.. Haiz.. My schedule is pretty disoriented rite now.. I have Comms, TWC n LTB presentation aLL due nxt wk!! Argh! sldn't hav volunteered for TWC lo... Tis's maddneSS!!

Was supposed to do FA with HY but gotta cancel tat for Comms meeting instead. Spent a whole afternoon deciding wat topic to focus on for Comms presentation but we jus cldn't come up with tat PerfeCt IdeA.. Was completelY in a SianZ DiaO mood!! Even my kor all e way in NTU can sense my "not so chirpy mood".. But really appreciate his suggestions n concern..^^ I will feel "pek Chek" if I'm stuck in a proj n I can't do anything abt it.. (Kris is cranky when she's moody.. mus say sorry to grp mates!! n my kor as well..) I really do hope we have a more enjoyable time doing tis presentation at my house tmr^^

Like alwayz, I turned to my fav comfort food (ChoC!!)on my moody days. Definately felt better after eating tat SinFuL triple choc cornetto.. HY was giving me more suggestions for my comms presentation which I think are pretty feasible though he claimed he was jus crapping (as usual).. I cheered up after chatting with him on msn cos he always seem to make things alot simpler for me.. Keke^^ HY.. u've helped me so many times.. :p Really feel blessed to hav knwn u!! Dun knw how i can help u also.. Maybe lend u a listening ear if u ever need 1 bah^^

Sch work is still in a complete mess.. Gonna review my time mgmt.. Hopefully things will smoothen out over the weekend.. (KRis mus woRK doubLY harD to earN GooD GraDes tis seM!)

OveR e WeekEnD
Wednesday, January 26, 2005 10:04:00 PM

Patron's Day 05 was a BlaST!! Thanks to passionate n dedicated ppl who had worked really hard for tis event. Though I spent most of the time slacking away with nothing much to do, I think ultimately I enjoyed myself thoroughly. I'm jus so proud to be a SMUBE member!! Though all I did was to be in charge of mics for a small part of the performance... :p I come to realize that if u do things with WhoLE heaRt n SouL.. e impossibLE can B possIbLE.. (Kris shall do everything with her heart n soul in future..)

E highlight of the NiTE?!! I get to see Sly n Taufik!! I dun idolize them but i get a kick out of seeing them backstage and on stage.. Muahahah.. PssT" Sly looked nervous backstage lo!! He was pacing up n down e whole time.. Heehee.. Of course there were performances by our sch rock bands, hip hoppers and break dancers.. They RocK!! n e sch became a poWerHouSE for the nite^^

This event has brought back beautiful memories frm my sec sch where I used to perform chinese folk dancing.. Yea^^ I jus enjoy participating in stage events.. backstage or on stage.. (I hav tis huGe stage fright.. so better of keeping me off stage!! Keke..)

Have neglected my studies quite abit.. Time to catch up with my readings!!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005 10:13:00 PM

Some more S'toys :p Posted by Hello

10:08:00 PM

I'm jus so glad tat my LiL S'toys are there to sooth my frustration n boredom.. ^^ Posted by Hello

10:04:00 PM

I'm so disgusted with the rate I'm writing my memo for Comms assignment..  Posted by Hello

Sunday, January 23, 2005 9:04:00 AM

Another groupie shot at Bedok 85 :) E'one overate.. Taken before ordering food.. Food came e'one dun want to take pic le..  Posted by Hello

8:58:00 AM

Wen n Me.. Again.. Hee^^ Our Shi Fus took over us for majong... Posted by Hello

8:56:00 AM

Fri part 2... Majong at WeiYe's house.. Who? There.. the most "H'some" 1 lo.. keke.. Look like Si Da Tian Wang.. But the Big Wang is holding on to the dice.. Treat us Ba Chor Mee with our $$.. Haiz.. Posted by Hello

8:48:00 AM

So wat if u dun give us K lunch?? We got BK lunch !! Liao Bu Qi...  Posted by Hello

8:44:00 AM

Classic BK meal :p Burgers are already snapped up!! Posted by Hello

8:38:00 AM

Wen n Me..^^  Posted by Hello

8:34:00 AM

Finally got time to post some piCs!! KTV at Tampines Kbox.. Psst.. I have more explicit pics... Contemplating if i sld put thme up.. Hee hee^^ Posted by Hello

Thursday, January 20, 2005 3:46:00 PM

DraWn by DS... "10 things I hate abt TWC" Posted by Hello

Wednesday, January 19, 2005 6:22:00 PM

Tis pic depicts TWC class n NJ.. See.. He is e only one in the class... the students all missing!! Drawn by Uncle ShawniE.. Yep... Why are we learning farming?? SickEninG!! Posted by Hello

IzzIT mY FauLT taT i'M noT PaYinG aTTenTioN??
6:14:00 PM

TWC class now as I'm typing tis... BoriNG is an UnderStaTEmNT!! Almost 70% of the class are on MSN (ppl typing furiously on their lappy) and the prof is pretty much in his own little world talking to himself.. Poor NeiL JonES.. Actually I'm quite guilty... cos I knw I'll be the one suffering at the end of it..

Currently I have like 8 blinking MSN windows and I have read through every single one of my frens' blog!! I still have another 45 mins to burn!! Help Me!! If tis isn't bad enuf.. I have been smelling salted fish-apparently frm some guy's shoes for the pass 2.5 hrs... If I dun get otta here soon.. pls visit me in the hospital soon... :(

juZ BLoggiNG
Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:46:00 PM

8.30 am classes are sickening... DuN understanD why in the WorlD wld I choose an 8.30 class for stats!! Jo.. I think I wasn't thinking straight when bidding for tis module... Cldn't wake up as usual n I practically dragged my feet uphill.. TorTuRE.. Not only tat.. Jo n I keep having stomachaches during stats class.. Wonder if it's the drinks we buy during break or we are jus allergic to the prof... Haha.. I shan't make my day sound do bad.. Actually stats class is improving in the entertainment category.. with the prof trying to act cuter each week..!! I really dun mind prof making lame jokes.. :p cos at least I wldn't fall asleep..

I'm waiting n pining n yearning for the weekend to come quick!!

RainY moN BluES
Monday, January 17, 2005 10:25:00 PM

Nothing really interesting happened today lei... FA class was total boredom though I tried to act like I'm paying close attention but I was slping w my eyes OpEN.. :p Ying Wen was so pissED w the KoReaN ProF she was complaining away to UnCLe on MSN all through FA class!! WARNinG.. NV evEr rub WeN the wronG way on days when she wake up on the wronG siDe of beD!! Haha..

It was raining after class n I was stuck in sch.. DarN.. Why muS it alwayS raiN on days i forget to bring UmbrellA?? WeLL my dear freN Ker Yew was sweet enough to drive me to town (where she was meeting her mom n sis).. So TouCheD^^ Yepz.. I dropped off at Far East Plaza to buy the "Crumpler" lookalike bag I've been eyeing over the weekend.. Then ShoP some more.. till my legs are on the verge of breakinG!! Haiz.. I spend more if I shop alone.. No one to NaG me!!

JuZ trieD doing my Stats n I feel like giving up :( So demoralising to read the txt 3 times n not understanding a single concept.. SomebodY SOS me!!!

SlaCkaHoLic'S WeekEnd
Sunday, January 16, 2005 11:34:00 AM

Yeps.. I have every intention to slack tis weekend away ppl.. Not much time to slack one sch life starts kicking in.. Actually it already has!! Was at orchard for a tuition interview yesterday afternoon.. Passed by the escalator outside the basement of Isetan Scotts when I saw tis young boy (abt pri 4-5) playing his violin in public. People started pouring $$$ into his violin box while he played a beautiful piece by Vivaldi. I was totally awed by tis little boy's guts.. But more mesmerized by his CuTeneSS.. keke^^ I think he wasn't there to "TaN ChiA" but probably he has a big solo performance and he's there to build up his confidence to perform in front of a huge audience... :p though I totally dun knw tis boy... but I jus feel so proud of him!!

The tuition interview was a total let down lo... I hate ppl who do dishonest biZ.. Who doesn't?? Anyway, tis idIoT was selling his edu dip. courses e whole time I was there.. I got so PiSsed when he made a remark that our SMU deg would not be as highly sought after if it's not backed by his dip. course??!!!!! Tak boLEh tahan!! Told him off by saying my aim here is to look for a side line job and NOT TO BE A PROFESSIONAL tutor.. Gladly made my exit.. Haiz.. tis is the 1st bad experience while looking for a tuition job... Well tis was pretty much my weekend cept tat I went chinatown for a while in the evening w BY to add to e HuMaN jAM n splurged on CNY decorations.. :p

So AddiCteD
Thursday, January 13, 2005 12:04:00 PM

I'm so sleepy now lo... But I just can't help myself but write sth before I snooze.. Tis has become a habit.. Good or bad?? I can't decide yet... Haha :p

Jus came back frm intense BaCKstaGE training... Today I think I learnt more than usual cos Syl n I (Syl=Ah Huang not Sylvester ah..) had a chance to set up the equip on our own.. I still have stage fright la... Can't help it.. Even do mike test also giggle non stop.. Tsk tsk... Must not do tis on Wed de.. Not pro rite!! Oh.. But I did learn how to ProPerLY coil e wires.. FinaLLY!!

Our budding comedian+DJ+sexy voice Heyuan tried some of his lame jokes on us and I was luffing non-stop till my stomach hurts!! Hee hee.. everyone thinks he looks like chipmunk n started calling him tat.. I veri nice de.. Shall I call u ChipHunK instead.. ^^ Then Syl managed to "psycho" ppl to play childish hand game with her.. n time passed really fast afterwards.

Tmr got LTB class/meeting and HELLO weekend!!

iRReSiSTabLe
Wednesday, January 12, 2005 12:19:00 PM

Can't resist writing something here before I ZZzzz... :p See my radio blog!!!! HaHa.. Finally found a way to put audio here^^ Heyuan... really can't thank u enough... so must say again.. Arigatou!! Think u are veri patient to gimme step by step instructions... Keke... hope u din vomit blood in process..

Today TWC class was extremely boring (psst.. tatz when I did my R'blog :p), then Uncle Shawn apparently got too bored and started a HSC fan club!! OMG!! Imagine my horror when Wen "nudge" me on MSN with HSC display pic... My heart almost flew out of my mouth!! (Was thinking how come he knows I'm not paying attention lo!!) Btw HSC = name of my mgmt accounting prof last sem. I started feeling impish after regaining my composure and mass chatted i.e bitched w 5 of them all using HSC display pic for the rest of the class... Muahahaha.. Neil Jones... U are gonna hit the roof if U see tis!!

1:20:00 AM

Can'T takE it LE... ChuJie!! I reallY wanT to put TiS pic up 1 lo... E last chalet 2004.. Been waiTing for e nXt one like 10,000yrs.. Dex!! Pls organise!! Posted by Hello

TaKinG a BreAK
Tuesday, January 11, 2005 4:28:00 PM

Jus did some research for my LTB proj... Has 2 promising leads so far but need to call back to enquire more.. Jeremy said LTB was SuPEr DuPEr fuN for him.. Hmmm... Let's hope e same for me k.. ^^ I got a good feeling abt tis module too :p

Today my StatS proF is abit HiGh today.. think he's trying veri hard to induce humor in his lessons... My impression of him is getting better.. Let's hope he gets CuTeR... erm acts cutER?? each week!!

Scanned through some older pics in my laPPy n posted some for fun... Haha.. Enjoy!!

4:10:00 PM

OK... Tis is on request frm my KiDDo Bro.. Claimed e one w his darlie smile is not flattering wor... Tis one is not any better... Haha... Posted by Hello

4:08:00 PM

Proj of the YR 2004!! CreatiVE ThinkING Proj.. Map of SG.. Can u guess e those locations? Posted by Hello

4:06:00 PM

InterViEw at 1st Toa Payoh Sec.. PartinG ShoT..  Posted by Hello

4:03:00 PM

e PoWer WomEN of CiTiBanK Posted by Hello

4:01:00 PM

My entire PiGgY famiLY.. Finally found one Cuan Jia Fu.. ^^ Posted by Hello

SomeTimeS LiFe JuS duN aLLow 2nD chaNceS... esP wheN dAmaGE iS donE... BeaR e PaiN of e ConseQuenCes n LearN frM iT
Monday, January 10, 2005 8:22:00 PM

JuZ spent a BlooDy 3hrs on my 1st stats hw... Tis sem is gonna b more screwed up than e previous one 4 e SinGLE reason tat most work are to b submitted on a weekly basis... Argh!!

Am in a veri mellow mood today... Lethal concoction of MoN BLueS n e realisation tat I've made a grave mistake which I may never get to rectify... Never felt so lost in my life... Miscommunication is a killer and damage is already done before u even realised it... HP might b a convenient communication tool but SMSes have tis tendency of allowing e other party to misinterpret ur actual intentions...
Sad bcos sometimes ppl might not b willing to give a 2nd chance... Bo BiaN lo... Swallow e bitter medicine n learn my lesson bah... N i vow to be SERIOUS in my comms101 class now... Time to improve my communication skills!! Hope such situations will not occur...

LazY to TypE..
Sunday, January 09, 2005 9:47:00 PM


PinK GuaVa SorBet.. YummY!!


SaBBie n I at sushi Tei making funny faces..


SaBBie n I at sushi Tei trying to keep straight face..


My new yr clothes… As off now… Hat: Ice Lemon Tee, T-shirt n Jeans: Maui & Sons


FloWer PowER on my jeanS


HoPe my LTB TA sees tis!! KiT KaT made in Auzzie!!

SuNdaY MorniNG
9:15:00 AM

Yep it's a freezing Sunday morning!! Went to watch a Korean flick with my PiGGy family at 12.35am tis morning. Sat we were out KaRa'ing at PartYWorLD... I was late cos of a Super Duper "chiong hei" BE meeting.. BE = Broadcasting and Entertainment, is tis CCA i'm take part in and super proud off. I jus love how professional the club is being run and the impact it's making in sch... Most importantly e ppl are angels!! A'way.. I din sing alot... as usual.. We decided to watch movie while having dinner at one of those Ka Fei Dian at C'town.

Headed down to TBP - my territory :p n think my piGGy Family got overwhelmed by nuttiness or craziness.. Tat includes Me lo... Hee... We decided to watch a past m'nite show n NuA at my house for the remaining time before the show starts.. I jus LuV hanging out with my PiggieS in my cosY little rm!! Luv e way how essence of LiFe is being injected when they are ard... HaHa.. But I was Snoozing half e time cos of e lack of slp over the past few days :p Sld review my time mgmt soon!!

Later I'll be going to Bt Timah w Chu Jie to get YoGa mat... Veri impt.. If not it'll b like last wk.. turned up in yoga class w/o mat... So MaLu k... :( Then going Sushei Tei with SaBBiE for a non-stop yakking session... I guess... It's pretty predictable wat to do when hanging out w SabbIe.. We can even yak in our slp!! Tried n TestED!! :p

Have u wondered how some ppl can manage to make u more confused when u wanna rectify any miscommunication by trying to b clear n truthful?? I'm still wondering... Haha... A'way off to enjoy day!! Yep.. Solution's... dun think too much^^

P.S: My Brother is a gd flick!! Jus dun watch it in the middle of the nite...

I'm TruLy BlessED
Saturday, January 08, 2005 1:04:00 AM

Some ppl might b thinking why I'm blessed when I'm in a midst of a personal crisis? I'm blessed cos I know I have wonderful and true frens who are standing by me giving me the support and advices I need. Without them, I'll be truly lost in the small little world of mine... Thanks ppl.. for opening my eyes to see a clearer pic.. ( U all knw who u are la... hee hee...) AND also, I am safe in a city called SG while ppl in Indonesia n India are suffering the damages the Asia Tidal Waves had caused. Went to help out in the packing of food and clothing for the victims of tsunamis this afternoon for 2 hrs... Did my little bit for them n only when I'm physically there did I feel the magnitude of this disaster... By reading the newpaper is not enough to have tat impact on me... Then I heard Jo said, though we have so much to give away... these stuff might not be able to get to e affected areas in time to help the victims as the roads are blocked n e nesessities can onli reach there by helicopters... which can transport bit by bit... saddened by the tot of it already...
haiz... Really hope no more such disasters happen again lo...

I'm looking foward to tis weekend!! Tmr and Sun... Going to KTV to la la ra with my piggy family then thinking if I sld join 'em for dinner at Marina... I can't heaty food cos i have temperamental wisdom tooth in "puberty" :p Sun I'm meeting Sabbie for SHoPPinG and dinner at 85!! Sabbie my bao mu in CiTiBanK... was working temp there b4 life in SMU... she made my life more colourful in tat dreadful office!! Keke... Wow... Memories of days having lunch with her and Beng - e 958 n 938 are flooding back... Miss those carefree days where we hang out at DB on fri nites after work... with Jacky too... haha... Anyway those were e crazy days... Life is crazier now in SMU!!!

Bottomline is... I'm truly blessed^^

Thursday, January 06, 2005 6:30:00 PM

My FaVe Pic takeN during AS proj meeting nearing my Bdae.. :p Posted by Hello

6:23:00 PM

My family of Zhu Ge Ge Zhu Jie Jie!! I'm Zhu Xiao Mei... Hee hee Posted by Hello

FuLFiLLed NeW Yr ReSolutioN No.1
6:09:00 PM

Today had comms class 8.30 am!! Morning classes are MaDneSS.. n I slp for like 2hrs due to isomia over tis new CraZe of mine - blogging... But I surprisingly managed to kept myself awake throughout the whole class.. As u all can see... I finally succeeded in uploading a pic in my profile corner and placing a tag board in the correct location.. Keke... Tat calls for a celebration!!

Today I had done 2 things which fulfilled my 1st new year resolution for 2005 - To be a BraVer gaL... Well, I used to be someone who isn't willing to try something new cos I dun have enough courage to... n I'm afraid of failing and getting hurt. Not being able to climb the spider web at West Coast Park on New Yrs eve made me realised I need alot more courage than I tot I had. Therefore to prove to myself, I presevered to make my blog work depite the fact I'm clueless abt IT... So excited that now my hard work paid off!! Tis blog is up and runnin^^ Yea!!

N today I went for the audition for a new Raintree Pictures upcoming movie, "Leap of Love" Never in my life have I ever tried acting... n I guess tis wld b my once in a lifetime opportunity to experience wat it is like to audition for a role in a movie :p E old me wld have shunned the idea of signing up... Muahaha... But not me in 2005!!

e audition was held in a house off River Valley Rd.. N I had to walk up like 5 Bt Timah Hills to get there!! Gd workout huh** Was my turn after Arkansha... So surprised to see her there :p I was brought to tis room with 2 umbrella lights... keke... dun knw wat it is called.. a camcorder and a tv... the role i did is tis gal called Li-Ann... A dreamy gal full of romantic ideas (sounds alot like me...) Well her frens pulled her to tis temple during her bdae for a fortune telling session to find out wat her future husband looks like... ( someone with Chow Yun Fatt's face n Richard Gere's chest!!??).. (pls lo...) But apparently e fortune teller (an old woman) is a fako... etc...

then e 2nd scene was sth like after a lit class where Li Ann was sitting on grassland doddling on her drawing pad... which she claims is her DreAm guy when her fren asked her (the drawing is blurry n blue)... with more probbing frm her fren, Li Ann's romantic ideas acts up again... Said she had a dream... similar to wat the teacher had tot during class... then her fren brushes her off by saying Li Ann has not met him, how she knws e ONE is wat she drew in the picture...( hee hee... i can rmbr my last line the most).. " No, it's not! It's like when u go to a new place n u have this feeling u have been there b4. It's the same with finding that someone u truly like." Tis may look abit confusing... cos there are some verses which are not mine in between tat i din bother to read!! E person jus wants my expression... hehe...

Well... tis was my 10 min of fame at the audition... Think acting is fun in that u can be e fantasy figure that u never can be in real life.. I hope Li Ann can find her dream guy in the end... Jus like I hope I can find mine... :p

BleSSed
Wednesday, January 05, 2005 11:35:00 PM

Hee hee... Final post b4 i go ZZzzz... in celebration tat I suCCeSSfuLLy added my tag board!!! Thanks KY... LuV u to bitS!!! muacks*** n Yingwen too... thanks for ur SOS!!... Feel so blessed to have so have so many wonderful frens ard me... Keke... Wanna take e chance to thank all my mates who stood by me...

Well TWC class went smoothly with Neil Jones as my 1st ang moh Canadian prof in SMU... Still boring but at least tis is the 1st class of this week that I think can make it de... toked abt technology throughout the class... Was amused when someone asked, "BTW, watz not technology?" Guess the prof was caught off guard... Hee hee hee... Had a short grp discussion with Horny guy, Caiyun, Jerry and Moses... We based our topic of investment on the PLT hair removal... Rmbr Jean Yip? LOL... Think it's quite ridiculous :p unlike e others with more serious stuff like 3G phones and nanotech stuff... but we managed to get through it... It's still tech rite??!!

Anyway... i haven't read my comms stuff and class is 8.30... So bo chap le... Nitez!!


3rD DaY BacK in Sch
3:11:00 PM

Yep yep... It's the 3rd day of sch and everythin is moving so slowly... Hanging out at the library now with YingWen and a grp of ppl whom I dun knw... Haha... Think we are the noisiest in the library :p Still trying to improve my blog!!! But after NuMerouS attempts I'm starting to doubt my IT skills... Someone HELP me pls!!!

I'm wondering how tis sem is gonna turn out for me... Haiz... Well... First and foremost, the 1st class of this sem, FA was cancelled lo!! Imagine the shock when u prepped urself enough to actually "happily" go to class and then to step out of the lift, seeing a whole bunch of classmates shouting to u " CLASS IS CANCELLED!!" There was no notes... no WORDS even, from the prof himself. Wat a good 1st impression... Haha... Nvm... Despites all the grudges, we as youngsters will always have the zest to go find our own entertainment de... So Yingwen, Sylvia n I headed down to Bugis for ShoPPinG!!... Wen n I did manicure... Yea!! Finally after like 10000 yrs since we started toking abt it... (Maybe take a pic later then post online... B4 it wears off^^)

Tat was Mon... Tues have 8.30 stats class with Jo... Damn!! The prof is another Lao Kok Kok... Almost withered and decomposed in class... Heng got Jo together with me... haha... We can entertain each other at the veri LEAST!!! Hope I can get the pic frm her taken frm her HP... U all will knw how bo liao we feel in class!! Stats la... jus like revising biz stats taken during poly days... Haiz tis prof !st impression cannot make it le... Hopefully things can turn for the better in the near future...

Tues is not all boring... LUCKILY^^... Me n Kaiyi joined YOGA at BT Merah CC... Been toking abt joining some courses at CC to learn more things... Finally we got some action le... (According to Biyi)... But too bad gal... we signed up too late n there weren't enough vaccancies... Biyi... We join tog some other time k... Make sure yin n ping join us too!!! hee hee...

Alrite... time to go for class le... Been yaking yaking jus to pass time!! HeeHee... It's TWC... pls pray for me tat an Ang Moh prof will be much much better k!! I promise I'll try harder to improve the outlook of tis blog!! Teck!! Pls keep ur promise... Pls...



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