Choc CaKe.. Haha.. U aLL slD knW wHY ^^ 

My DaD is 54 YrS oLD ^^ Shen Ri Quai Le!!!!! 

Hiding in Acc GsR revising FA and waiting for Wen to buy back lunch from Haven while I'm typing this.. I'm having Jap Curry rice.. YummY!!

All thanks to Wen for motivating me to come back to sch on a Sunday!! Better get some revision done.. and make a mental note that exams is a little less than 2 mths away.. Muahahahaha ^^

Yeh yea... Been busy as a bee recently.. Projects have been piling up but as usual I have to survive this "Mid Term Crisis"..

My whole day was spent in sch as usual (It's Mid Term Break!!) going through BE events and backstage training, then TWC project meeting directly after.. Learnt alot more on how to plan and manage events.. Backstage training was held at the auditorium and it was SO COOL to learnt how to operate the mechanism from the sound room. Had loads of fun, joy and laughter while playing ard with the mics and sound effects.. n esp when my DeaR did a stand up comedy while waiting for the sound room to be opened.. Keke.. There may be improvements to be made but it's very entertaining ^^ Feel so proud of him cos not many ppl can do this de...

Busi'ness aside... Love is very much in the air for me.. Seeing what some of my frens have been going through recently made me feel absolutely fortunate to have found him. I jus wish that things will work out fine for them.. n I can share this special feeling with them... Must jia you ok!!

Yes!! Wohoo!! Finally finished my LTB learning journal ^^ U ppl knw how much I hate writing when I am being forced to.. So now I'm super relieved tat I have completed mine.. I am pretty much in a good mood now except that I heard WeN is RunninG a HigH temperature.. Feeling worried for her (Better take care of urself gal!!)

Now I'm reflecting on how I felt during Comms in the morning while Susheela gave us time to discuss about our topic for the 2nd presentation. It's quite tough to express how I feel in words cos I dun wanna myself to become prejudice against those people especially since I'm supposed to work with them for this presentation. Seriously I have never felt so no hope in a project group in my life in SMU so far.. Not even with M$%^& or HM.. (Wen.. u knw :p) Cos they jus do u a huge favor by not doing work... But then it is bad when these ppl try to do work n then they screw up watever blood n sweat effort u have put in.. They too have put in effort.. But the way we have worked previously is jus plain inefficient.. Now I have phobia working with such people again.. It's not totally their fault n I dun deny tat.. I think it's just the differences in our working style. But during discussion today, I was quite disgusted with the attitude they portray.. They acted like there was no discussion going on till 3 of us move over to their table.. They din even bother to make eye contact... haiz.. Call me Xiao Ji or watever but I feel that they should be more matured lor.. No point acting like nothing is going on... Only waiting for others to start e thing going then they acknowledge... Wanna be nice but can't help feeling pissed so I din talk much though a part of me do wanna forgive n forget and jus get things done :p

How?!! I feel tat my Comms project grp veri low morale.. How can I help improve this situation.. Seriously veri worried and I want my group to pull through.. This is the biggest worry I have right now...

But tat doesn't mean I'm not going to enjoy my mid term break!! Piggies, Von n Sab!! Pls book me ASAP.. keke ^^

SurpRise for HuanG w BLaW Peeps 

Wahahaha not Xiao Huang anymore le... Now become Da HuanG!! Happy Birthday to u gal, though I know u wldn't be reading this.

It was a 2 day celebration (tat LucKY GaL):p On Friday nite, e whole BlaW proj grp turned up at her doorstep with Angie's ChoC Cake (Yummy!!) n sparklers to sing her Birthday song. Took us a great deal of coordination k.. Joanne was emotionally blackmailed by Teck, n at e end they complain that I have lousy acting skills!! (Explains why I din get the role for the Raintree Pictures movie rite??!!) But the effort was worth the SURPRISE we gave her.. Keke..

On Sat afternoon, we went to her house for e Acutal Party itself. 1st time I see her house decorated with streamers and all.. It's quite cool :p Sang her Birthday song Again n It's Choc cake (frm Four Leaves) Again!!( I think I've put on another 10 kg.. SAd!) Wanted her to play twister by herself while we sit by the side to watch but she refuse.. No entertainment!! Ended up playing Jong Ji Mi MA with Da Jie, Wei Bin, Jo, Syl n 2 others whom I dunno. Lost twice n had to down 2 vodka coke. (NV let DA JIE mix drinks!! He's too generous with the Vodka lo) But I miss his Ribena Vodka.. (Yum!!)

Tomorrow is Valentines Day!! To all my dearest frens!! Happy Valentine's Day!! U guys are the best bunch of ppl to have ard!! I really cherish our friendships yah!!

Oh today is my Mom's Birthday as well.. haha.. Happy 50th Birthday Mom!! Muacks** (Gonna have birthday brunch with her now.. keke)

Okie 1 last one!! He's so CutE!! 

Isn't hE cutE?? Aww... 

Nigel always gives me the Konica smile^^ 

BaBe NigeL n Me^^ Irresistably cute^^ 

Day 1

Yea.. Day 1 was spent at Granny's and it wasn't exactly fruitful coz my 2 other uncles' families ain't present. (2 lesser ang baos to collect!! DarN..) My bro n I squeezed onto the 3 sitter sofa n fell asleep while waiting for my youngest uncle's family to arrive.. We were slping like piggies!!

Haven't seen my granny for like 10,000 yrs!! She has aged alot since I last saw her. Apparently she cldn't recognise my brother n thought that he is my BoyFriend!! (HorroRs of HorrORs.. Since when I have such bad taste??!!.. I almost threw up 10 yrs worth of food.) Lucky she could still recognise me... so it wasn't too bad :p Ke ke.. Tatz how I ended up w an extra Ang Bao for HY^^ n my granny seemed so happy to see tat I have "finally grown up"

So happy to see my cousins though we are not very close. Lots of catching up to do.. and as usual I do most of the talking (tat goes for being the eldest grand child w e rest like 10 years younger than u..) They jus answer my qns machiam like interview.. HAha..

Went we were getting ready to leave, I suddenly felt that my granny looks much frailer since the last time I saw her. Cldn't resist the urge but to give her a big hug before I left the house.. (1st time I've done tat) It's an emotional moment cos thoughs like, "If I dun hug her now, I might not be able to do it b4 it's too late."


Day 2

I spent the whole morning catching up on my Stats.. Super boring stuff but still gotta swallow the bitter pill. I was alone at home while my parents n lil bro went to my grand aunt's house. Finally some peace n quiet to do some work.

2pm Baby Nigel came!! I was practically "over the rainbow!!" :p NigeL grows cuter each n everyday!! He's MINE for the next 4 hrs till dinner time^^ He's such a cheerful baby. Jus need to call his name n he'll jus laugh heartily.. I'm like so obsessed over him lor.. Busy taking pictures.. carrying him.. tickling him.. feeding him.. lulling him to slp.. bring him see tortise.. argh!! Nigel is sOOO cute!! His skin is so soft n smooth n I can't resist the temptation to touch him!! Much easier to carry him now that he has got stronger neck muscles.. Gosh!! I'm so proud to be his GoD sis!!

Rite tatz all for CNY.. Tmr will be back to reality with neverending work load. Most prob will be hiding out at AMK lib with LTB mates to check out some children books for the drama corner we are doing for Loving Childcare Centre. Foresee some fun n laughter plus lots of stress!! :p

MoMMy n I ^^ 

mY DaDDy n I ^^ 

mE n KidDo Bro.. WhY does hE always has a BlaCK faCe?? Even on CNY.. HaiZ 

I never cld have imagined it all started at e lib.. Was supposed to get some camp pics frm my OG mate at L1 n we started chatting.. All e while there is tis fren sitting quietly beside him.. Jeremy introduced us but he gave me e impression tat he wasn't keen on talking.. But I tot he had a nice name^^ HeYuan... Sorta rhymes with "He Qi" n "Yuan Fen" in chinese rite.. Tot it's a veri nice chinese name for a guy.. So I was really surprised when he offered me his brand new IBM mouse after I commented tat it's very cute.. Declined but accepted it when he insisted it was too small for his liking.. Went back up to 3rd level hideout feeling happy to know another new fren in SMU (brand new freshman at tat time) esp a guy like him looking so cute with a nice name n personality to match^^ :p

Subsequently met him at e freshman bash at Zouk.. Hmmm.. He looked abit lost to me... But I was jus as lost among e forest of SMU freshman.. Dun knw why I have tis affinty towards him... I usually shy away frm quiet guys but I jus can't help it but go up to him to strike a conversation (whenever I can.. Cos there were jus too many ppl ard n it's easy to lose track of ur frens in tat darkness..)

I dun knw if fate plays a part in this.. But HY happens to b in e same CCA as me in SMUBE.. I gradually got to knw more about him during those trainings we have to undergo... He has got tis sexy voice tat u jus can't resist!! n u wanna hear him talk more.. crap or no crap.. His crap are usually funny but i can't get some of them :p .. ( too chim for me) Then he also have tis knack of making ppl laugh w him.. He has tis endearing laughter tat makes ppl wanna laugh heartily along with him.

When tis sem started... I suddenly found tat we are talking more often.. Prob during e ordeal he went through by giving me step by step instructions for my Radio Blog.. n e assistance i needed frm him on some occasions.. keke^^ (I still think he's very patient!!)

I think Patron's Day 05 played e catalyst for my feelings to develop for him... Feel very comfortable n happy being ard him n I just like him for e fact he can make me laugh^^ Anytime of the day... Wasn't sure if I interpreted his gestures correctly... N I tot it could never b possible.. So i push tat tot to e back of my mind...

Now 12 days into our relationship.. We are still so addicted to each other.. There are constantly new things to discover and so many memories we can create.. I'm really blessed to have him step in my life^^

Oki!! Tis is e most fool proof way liao!! keke.. Yep.. My Dear Heyuan n I.. A super duper nice guy who always make me so happy^^ Taken during Patron's Day 05 

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! Time to collect Ang Baos again^^ Wun be doing alot of visiting this year cos according to my mom.. Ppl are coming over my place tis year.. CooL.. Jus need to get through a boring day at grandma's tmr then can look forward to BaBy Nigel at my house on Thurs!! My FaVe BaBy Cousin.. So Excited to see how much he has grown^^ Keke..

E past week has been super tough for me n mates.. Esp those from my comms proj grp.. Wanna give u all a big HUG for the "blood n sweat" effort we have put in.. Wen n HornY.. I really enjoy working w the both of u but can u all pls stop poking me??!!
Heehee.. Look forward to the next presentation.. Though it means more last nites n staying over.. Must make sure we start work earlier tis time k.. N Wen.. Extra BIG HuG for u to compensate wat u have been through!!

Foresee more stress and work coming up after this long hols.. But knowing I have WonDerfuL FrenS around me makes everything much more bearable.. U all knw who u are.. REally dun knw wat I will become without u guys.. I'm even HaPPieR now tat I have a special someone in my life to share my fun, joy n laughter^^

Okiez.. Final resolution for CNY? Play hard n Study Smart!! I have slacked too much to the extent studyin hard is just not enough.. Dote on my LiL bro more.. Cos he seems stressed up lately for the O LeveLs exams.. :p

A blessed soul who meets good people all around. A strong believer that good begets good. A positive person who dreams of life being a bed of roses. Even when it's not, take it as a journey and learn from it. A kind and loving person.