Today I wake up at 3 am and I cannot fall back to sleep. This has been happening for some time in the recent weeks. I can wake up at 5.30 am and continue to toss and turn till 7.30am which is the usual time i used to wake up. Is this a sign that I am getting old? Older people require less sleep.
Or is it the project I'm working on? Recently there are so many changes in the office and on top of that I am heading a project starting from scratch.. I am really curious and excited to see the results of my work. I hope it will turn out successful. Gives me shivers of excitement just thinking about it. No doubt.. It is tough work to get it going... Have to work with regional people.
I realised the longer I work, the more distant I am becoming from my friends. People I used to see everyday become people I only see once in a few months. I keep thinking about them, how they are doing, how is their life going on... But the contacts are getting less frequent. After work, it's home, BF and occasional wed chill out with some pri sch peeps. It's the wed chill outs that keep me sane.
Now, I'm pondering.. What am I becoming? Life is turning so blah...
